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The Following Methods Give You The Best Chance Of Success

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With all the offers online that promise you the good life of internet riches, how does one know which ones give you the best chances at living the laptop lifestyle. To absolutely make money online these following methods give you the best chances of success.

Most people could find a way to make money through a website or some other online business opportunity, they could quit their job to focus on entrepreneurship, spend more time with their friends and family, and finally take back control of their time, their lives and financial stability.

There is hope however…

Now, here’s the good news. The majority of online revenue strategies aren’t that complicated. Like any business venture, your online income takes time to grow. You need to be willing to devote the time and energy required to get your idea off the ground, and you need determination to stick with it. When first starting out things are incredibly slow. This is normal. People need to see your brand, your product, your service many many times before most people will click on your ad. That’s just how it goes.

#1: Google Adsense

If you’ve visited any website, you’ve seen Google ads. These ads are everywhere, and for good reason. They are easily set up on any basic website, and steady streams of traffic are coming to your site they can be quite lucrative.

One of the cool things about Google AdSense is that it’s so easy to get set up. If you blog or website, you can sign up for a free Google AdSense Account. From there, Google gives you a unique code that you paste onto your website. From that point Google tracks your page views, traffic, and earnings for you. There is no upkeep or maintenance to get this thing rolling, which makes it even easier if you have an existing website already.

#2: Affiliate Marketing
Whether you have a website or are still dreaming up ideas for a blog, you can also look into affiliate marketing. With affiliate marketing, you partner with brands and businesses within the content of your website. If you mention a product or service, you link to that produce or service using a unique affiliate code you received when you signed up for that particular affiliate program. From there, you’ll make money any time someone buys a product or service through your link.

You can also sign up to an affiliate ad network that offers a pile of different affiliates in one place. That way, you can gradually see what works and what doesn’t

#3: Business Consulting

Another way to make money online is via consulting. If you’re an expert in any field, you could potentially find people willing to pay you to counsel them on their personal or business goals. You might think you’re not important enough to consult for big companies, but you could be surprised at the types of expertise people will pay for.

If you want to start consulting but aren’t sure what steps to take next, you can also set up a free account through This website lets anyone who wants to offer consulting set up a free profile. Once your profile is set up, people will find you and book a session you’ll get paid for.

#4: Launch an Online Course
If you have any skill you can teach others, set up an online course you can market online. You can find online courses that teach anything from sewing to marketing or even freelance writing. Or better yet, put your skills up on Fiverr.Com and people needing your services will find you and pay you for them.

Most people set up their online course through a platform like or However with Teachable, you can upload your course contents and use the platform to manage customers and accept payments.

#5: Podcasting
Another way to make money online is by hosting an online podcast. I myself have not ventured in this space yet but it is enticing. If you have a voice and want to be heard, set up a podcast and tell the world!

The key to getting ahead with podcasting is finding your niche, growing an audience, and then finding ways to monetize and connect with sponsors. This isn’t the easiest way to make money online since there are a lot of logistics that go into writing, recording, and editing a podcast, but it is still worth looking into.

#6: Book Sales
While the publishing industry used to be heavy in print, you can complete the entire process of writing, publishing, and marketing a book online these days. Websites like Create Space will let you upload and take your book to print without getting a formal publisher involved, and you can even get your book on so people can buy it there.

I have software that even helps you develop your book and puts it all together for you. Gets it ready, puts a nice digital front for your book and sends out a broadcast to release it.

If you think you could write a book people would want to buy, this is a smart strategy to consider since the start-up costs can be minimal and you probably already have a computer and word processing software anyway.

#7: Lead Sales
Another way to make money online is by collecting leads. The main steps you need to complete to make lead sales work include setting up a website, getting traffic to that website, and making sure you’re collecting leads that someone will actually pay for.

Remember, you can sell leads in many different industries and niches. Every industry and business needs leads so get out there and see who is looking for who and how you can bridge the connection between the two. Really, you just need to figure out a niche, build a website get traffic, and see how much you can get for the leads you collect.

#8: Freelance Writing
If you have writing skills and creative talent, it’s also possible to get paid to create online content. I don’t do this as much, but I am very aware of how viable this income stream is.

While there are a ton of writing job boards to help you get started, she says it’s fairly easy to find starter writing jobs on websites like

#9: Sponsored Posts
If you have a website or a large social media following, you can also make money by pursuing sponsored posts and ads. But, how does this work? Basically, companies are willing to pay bloggers and social media influencers to promote their products and services. If you have a platform, be it a blog or a huge Instagram following, you can cash in.

Actually I was approached by a company 2 weeks ago and yesterday got paid for my first sponsored ads now on the front page of a different blog of mine. If I can do it, YOU can most certainly do it.

I have heard and know that some bloggers get $20,000+ or more for a sponsored post. That’s insane, but it just goes to show what’s possible.

Plus, you don’t need a website to do sponsored content since you can also get paid if you have a ton of followers in the social media accounts.

#10: Webinars
Need more ideas on how to make money online? Another strategy is using webinars to market your product, service, or course. With webinars, you’re basically offering a lot of tips and advice for free — usually in a live format. At the end though, you pitch your main product or service usually offered at a discount for those who attended and stay until the end.

No matter what you’re selling, it’s not that hard to set up a webinar and attract people to sign up with a lead magnet or Facebook ads. If you look around I’m sure you could find a webinar that teaches people how to start and run a webinar. Lol.

#11: YouTube
YouTube is another platform that has made it possible for people to earn money online. There are a ton of YouTube channels out there on any topic if you can think of, and most of the people with a big following are earning some money in exchange for their videos and time.

With 1,300,000,000 users and over 300 hours of video uploaded to YouTube every minute,it is quickly becoming the platform of choice for marketers and pretty much anyone with video to get their message out.

Nearly there..

The most popular YouTuber is a gamer named DanTDM. He earned $16.5 million just last year. Imagine that. Playing video games makes this guy that much. What a world we live in.

Will you earn as much as him? Probably not. But, you can start making money with YouTube using the platform’s own ad network or by getting sponsored posts. If you like doing videos, starting a YouTube channel can be a fun way to earn some cash on the side.

The Last Word of Advice…

These are but a handful of the ways someone could earn money online. They represent a tiny sliver of methods out there. Each one with it’s own variables and unknown income forecasts but they are many. The key is finding the one that best works for you. Once you find that method, Master it before moving on to another. If you try to learn multiple methods all at once, you'll just confuse yourself and become lost in your own work, and never truly learn any method. This is how most people get stuck.

Basically it’s like this. It will take determination, consistency, drive, and an investment of both time and money. If you are one of those people who scour the web looking for the free & easy way, good luck to you because those types of quick money making ventures don’t exist.

But if you have the time, the passion for nearly anything, and a tad of creative skills, you may be able to build an online income stream — or several — if you give it enough time and effort.

But, don’t just take my word for it. If you look online, you’ll find thousands of success stories you can use for inspiration.

One day you could even write a success story of your own. But you’ll never know unless you try.

Inflicting Pain To Intentionally Hurt Us

Original Post: June 15, 2017

With the new baby born and the winter's first snowfall upon us ,we prepared and urgently make preparations to take baby home and figure life out after. That was the most important task at hand.

As i sat in our room at Ronald McDonald House , I remember going through brochures on getting the home ready for when baby goes home. We had secured an apartment 2 blocks from the hospital and things felt like they were coming around. I had my complete desktop in a plastic tote that took up a majority of space in my truck and it was also set up in the room at R.M.H. Nevertheless a normal life was starting to take shape.

My friend had left early that day as she always had to visit and be with her baby at the hospital. But today she was unusually late. She wasn't answering her phone and I felt something was wrong.

You see my friend's parents, who had come down to visit earlier in the year, were not your typical parents. And a far cry from my loving ,understanding and compassionate parents. Her's were controlling and manipulative and preconceiving nightmare of a duo that would ultimately do the unthinkable.

As she walked in the door i could tell something was very wrong and it would come to affect everything. In a malicious and intentional act of destroying a mother's will to live, they called family and social services on their own daughter, and told them bold faced lies, in order to take her baby away. And that's what took place. My friend was bombarded by not 1 or 2 but 3 people pointing fingers and placing blame and before she knew what was going on ,her newborn baby would now be going home with someone else. On the court ordered plight of family and social services,on the basis that her and i would be incapable of ensuring the babies safety. Based on the false testimony of my friend's evil parents on the west coast.

Does that seem right to you? Does that seem ‘just'? Fair? This is how that system runs. Anyone with a vengeful will and twisted tongue can call this government agency and tell bold faced lies and they act on it and alter the course of innocent people's lives. The pain that we have felt during this ordeal has been monumental to say the least and i still managed to piece together my online business.

So with heavy hearts and freezing weather we moved into our apartment. Moving all the baby furniture and new born outfits into a storage bin. I think that part was the hardest. It felt so surreal that i think i was numb and time stood still for the next 3 months.

The battles endured at that apartment ranged from people selling our belongings when we weren't home to people we had helped get on their feet threaten our lives because we couldn't afford to take care of them for free anymore. My desktop crashed so bad it took 3 days to reboot. It just wasn't designed to facilitate the work i was putting into it.

December 1,2016 to January 1,2017     Second Christmas in a row without seeing my son. Not even a phone call.  Revenue generated from my online business: $0.00 U.S.D. By far the worst month to have a worst month. But without money to invest into my business it would go dark within a month. I had to change something up. Both in my business and in my life. A radical change would need to occur if anything were to change.

So, that's what i did. In flurry of thoughts and preparations i made the choice to omit every negative person, thought and act out of my life and never look back. And that's what i did.

Overnight we went from not knowing what to do , to packing the house and leaving all the ‘bad' behind. Looking back i don't know what i was thinking but it somehow worked.

But it too would come at a cost. So we headed north, not knowing where we were going or how we would start over. We had 143 km to figure it out. The trials of perseverance and life would test us both in the weeks to come. And it all started here.

The Invisible Fight…Pt.4

Original Post May 29, 2017

As I sat in my hotel room, in a state of confusion,anger,disbelief and sadness, I somehow knew that everything would now change and that if i wanted a normal, deserved and happy relationship with my son…….that i would have to fight for it. Fight for him. Fight for us. But it would come at a cost. And the long road to happiness would begin a few hours after I returned to my hotel room.

4:34 pm, July 15,2016. Contemplating what to do, I pace about my room , the outside door propped open in case the police came by to ‘talk to me'. Trying to keep my senses about me I weighed the pro's and con's of several courses of action. Pretty much all of them resulting in me going to jail. Many times over the years my ex and I got into physical arguments. Many.

Those who know me KNOW I stand up for what's right, what's reasonable and what's fair. Every time she and I got to this level, the police were called. Do you know how many times she went to jail?  Guess. Do you know how many times I went? Guess again.

You see she is master of ‘crying wolf'. To give you insight into the type of person she is, She will alienate one of her own children if they voice an interest in ANYTHING she doesn't approve of or like. She never apologizes. Never. Many times during an argument I would say something like, ‘You never make mistakes? You must be perfect!'. Her response to that is, ‘My other ex's used to say that exact thing. I guess I am as perfect as you all say!' She also makes the Christmas season dismal and non-festive. Why? She likes to vocally announce that she ‘hates spending money'. The real reason is that around the first week of December, every year, she gets an annual Christmas bonus from her native band council. Last I checked, she receives $2500 per child who is under the age of 18. At the height of her annual bonus she was getting $15K.

Yup. 6 kids x $2500=$15K. But now that all the kids have left, except my boy who is now 13 (and he didn't qualify for the bonus because I am not native) she has NO more Christmas bonuses coming in. In fact, she is so selfish, that she has kept her one daughter, who is legally blind but can manage just fine, at home so she can collect her daughter's A.I.S.H payments. A.I.S.H. is a support platform in Canada that gives people with disabilities a monthly income. When I was with this evil woman, I recall doing the groundwork to inquire and collect the documents that she needed to fill out to collect these A.I.S.H. payments. Not thinking anything of it and actually thinking it would benefit her daughter and allow her to branch out and live her life on her terms, I came home one day and spoke with her daughter the second I came through the door. Seconds later, my ex came flying down the stairs, and began giving me heck saying it was ‘none of my business' and that these kids aren't mine and shouldn't stick my nose in their affairs.

If I was a new addition to this family unit, I could see her point. But this exact situation occurred in year 8 of our messed up and one-sided tenor together. Yet she had no problem accepting my family paying her rent and staying in countless hotels even prior to my son being born. Another f@#!$ up notion of hers, for as much as she hates Christmas, you would think that setting up the Christmas tree wouldn't be to her liking either. Well, you'd be wrong. Despite her hatred for the holidays, the one thing that should be up to the kids to decorate and make their own is the tree. But no. My ex had to do it HER way with her same all white and silver themed boring ass Christmas tree. And when the kids brought something home that they made in school for a tree decoration, it never went on the tree. Instead it would find a dusty, unnoticed spot on top of the refrigerator.

You see she did NOTHING with the kids best interest at heart. She doesn't encourage them, she doesn't instill positive values, she doesn't give her kids any character building parenting or anything like that. In fact her best and most favorite thing to do with her kids, is to sit around and put down people or ex's who aren't there and act like she is God's gift to mankind. Truly.

Anyway, back to the moment at hand. (I apologize for getting off track).

I knew this encounter would be no different. Without missing a step and almost right on cue my phone rang. I could tell by the number that is was local law enforcement. Without hesitation, I answer.

The officer tells me who he is and what this call is about. He then states that by now I am probably nowhere near Lethbridge. I tell him I am still IN Lethbridge. The officer replies,'Oh? Ok. Can you come talk to me about this situation? If you don't an arrest warrant will be issued for your arrest.?'. I said ,' Sure. I'll be right over.'

I knew that when I came down, there would be a good chance that the law would become involved. For this exact reason, I booked my room at the hotel literally right across the street from city police headquarters.

I walk into the detachment, wait for the assigned officer to let me in and the process begins. He questions me but I hold firm because I did nothing wrong besides break her fence gate .  Big deal. If i had acted any other way i'd be going up on a very different and more severe charge. Regardless of how justified i was, regardless of the fact that i was ‘set up' to take the fall, regardless of the fact that I had made plans and had/have the messages to prove it. It didn't matter. 1 charge of mischief, 1 charge of destruction of property. Now the timeless process of being processed begins.

Anyone who has ever had the pleasure of being in “holding' in a community jail knows that minutes seem like hours. Hours like weeks and so on and so on. It takes FOREVER to wait for papers, then they let you out for prints, right back in, then you wait to speak or see a justice of the peace for bail or no bail, then you wait for papers again and then they let you go . If you make bail.

I walk out of jail 8hr26min later. Local time, 1:37am. I wanted to get the ball rolling so I asked for my matter to be tried in court the very next day. I flop on the bed , have the day's last cigarette and close my eyes.

I wake seemingly instantly ready to go and eager to get my matter dealt with. I'd never been excited to go to court ever. Who would be. But I knew this is the only way i could be heard and something done about this unfair and unjust situation. I headed to the courthouse. 5 hrs after i was released from jail.

My name was read. I stood up ,walk up to the podium and the charges were read. In my haste i forgot to take into consideration that maybe i should have talked to duty council first. But why? I knew what i wanted to do and knew how to get it. I've represented myself in court many times. If you know your rights and what's possible you have that option. While standing at the podium i was asked if i could pay for the fence. So i did and handed duty council $40 for her fence.+1

Then the conditions were read. Suspended sentence. +1 report to a probation officer as instructed. Big deal. Now here comes the reason why i SHOULD have talked to duty council first. The last 2 conditions, To have NO contact with my ex. including social media or any other platform. And condition number 2. To not step foot within the city limits of the city i was currently in. -2   The judge unknowingly handed me a heart ripping suspended sentence by cutting off the only means of communication with my son and cutting off the physical path that leads to my son. That meant that it would be another 366 days before i even had a chance to see him again…at the very least.

+2 for her. But it would and will be the last time she ever wins at my expense or my son's expense. Because something unexpected is about to happen to me that nobody could have ever saw coming.

Times I've seen my son since March 2015: once.

Consecutive days since i saw him: 346

Days left till I can legally see him: 46

Total days lost since March 2015: 689 and 2 Christmas' back to back. Not even a phone call.

July 26,2016. W.T.F is happening to me………


The Invisible Fight part 3

The morning of July 15,2017 was a special morning for me. For the first time in a long time i was content. Happy. Wanting the day to commence and bring forth the laughter, fun that i was about to share with my son who I hadn't seen in quite some time.

It is important to note that during the past 5 weeks leading up to this day, I,was in contact with my ex's daughter, who also calls/called me Dad, to make arrangements and coordinate a plan so i could see my son. Because my ex still won't have contact with me directly and wouldn't give me her new number. As to the best of my knowledge,, my step daughter was relaying the messages to my ex and as far as I knew, things were set for me to pick up my son and spend 4-5 days with him in his home town. I had gotten an hotel room, with waterslides and within distance of any and all amenities that my son and i had always enjoyed doing together.

All I wanted was to spend time with my boy and bring a smile to his face.. Even if it was for just a moment or short while.

As i got dressed I just wanted to ensure everything was set. I send a message to my step daughter .  No reply.  I send another. Nothing. I call. She answers. After a brief exchange of words my heart begins to race. Something's wrong. I can feel it. As i begin to grow impatient I try to message my ex on social media. She replies. Basically stating “If you think you can just drop in whenever you feel like it, You got another thing coming”

“Drop in whenever i feel like it? I was just here 5 weeks ago. I told you i was coming back after school was over, and I'd been planning this for 5 weeks with your daughter. What do you mean “Drop in whenever i feel like it?!” ..This is what i thought to myself and then realized that aside from the fact my ex is the most ignorant, righteous woman you'll ever have the displeasure of meeting and knowing, she also holds this ‘tyrant' like persuasion over her children. She verbally insists her children and temporary friends she's had over the years, agree with her views and opinions or be cast out of her private “love me or get out” lifestyle. My step daughter had NOT been in contact with my ex and NO plan ,so as far as my ex knew, had even been planned. Why?

Because my step kids at that time were told NOT to speak or have contact with me. Why? Because that would further separate me from the kids and family i had come to love and was there to support and help many times over the years and make her new boyfriend that much closer to “replacing”me. Afraid of consequences that would follow if her mom found out she was talking to me, are the reasons i believe she didn't tell her mom. At the time, she was my only portal to her selfish mother and my ONLY link to my son.

In a blood boiling, adrenaline fueled panic, I hopped in my truck and raced towards my son's house. Ran 3 red lights in succession, took the off ramp through the valley and up the other side coming to a stop at the first set of lights on the west side. Beside me, a vehicle with a little girl in the back seat and window rolled down. I looked over at her and for a moment I had clarity. For a least a moment when i needed to calm down and breathe and think. What could i do right now to resolve this and see my son today? Light turns green. I go. I see a police car ahead of me. I race up to him, grab his attention and flag him down. He does.

I proceed to tell him what the situation is. Although it is a-lot to explain to a police officer he explains to me that he can't make her let me see my son and that he also cannot go there unless the is a problem. I tell him outright “If i don't get to see my son. There will definitely be a problem!”  The policeman replies “There's nothing I can do”

Fine. I jump in my truck and literally squawk my tires as i pull away.Now minutes from my ex's, I formulate how i was going to do this.I could tell by her message , that she wasn't going to let me see my son. She had her new man, and wanted my son to have a new dad. Why? To be honest, I'll never know. It's just how she is. Selfish,arrogant and has more of a passion for dividing my son and I,  that she has passion to make her son happy.

Unable to hold my federal reserve i get out of my truck. She finally comes out of her house after watching me through the window for 30 minutes and we exchange words in a heated dry back alley. She snakes her way back into the confines of her house and says she's calling the police. ‘Good! Call em!” I just pulled one over and spoke with one minutes ago!” Through the window i saw my little boy's face and it made me so sad. So sad. Then someone quickly closed the blinds and then I was livid!

But God was with me that day. In an another moment of clarity I thought to myself. I need an audience. It was high noon, there were neighbours out and windows every where you looked.  I was going to cause a scene. At the top of my lungs I yelled for everyone to hear “Excuse me! I know some of you have seen me here before and know my connection to this family,. This selfish and righteous woman is keeping me from my son, because she doesn't understand the economic impact and consequences of living far away and not having money to travel or spend on hotels.”

People starting coming out.and saw what was happening. It had little effect and by now i was certain i would NOT been seeing my son. All the planning and build up to this day were shattered!. In my final token of dismay and disgust with her and the overwhelming emotional thoughts, I tore off her back fence gate. Deflated, I walk back to my truck.

As I sat in my truck I waited for a few more minutes and thought, “Odd, the police still hadn't come”. I put it in drive and slowly drove away. Knowing that from this moment, i would have to fight for my son. I'd have to make someone listen. I'd have to tell my story. And in order to do that, I'd need to find a job,anew career, anything. For this was going to cost. In many ways, it would cost me and my son the most.

Back at my hotel room i was numb. Hours passed. And then it got even worse….

The Invisible Fight Part 2

There was nothing that any of my family and especially myself, was prepared for what would happen next. The price of oil plummets. Our entire lives, our jobs, our money , our investments….our livelihood….gone. Over night we went from pretty well off to wondering what we could do to save our homes. This one day would push me to the very limits of what it means to struggle.

Gone were gifts to my kids. Gone were the little or grand extra's that one week earlier seemed like gimme's. Before I go any further it's important to know that i was always an addict to some degree or another and it itself had a resounding effect on both my relationships and my personal life. But i always or my family gave by far,. Fast forward to winter of 2015.

Creditors and bills start to pile up. i have no idea what i'm going to do to start a new career at 43. This was just the tip of the iceberg than would almost take everything from me . Including my life.

Without a job now or a career , my ignorant and selfish ex who lives 400 km south of me, then made my situation even worse. She used the fact I was broke and the fact i hadn't seen my son,8, in nearly 6 months, to set her methodical and righteous plan into effect. You see she was always scorned by the fact that i didn't want her anymore. Her boastful and righteous demeanor just didn't sit well with me and we hadn't been a couple for 4 years. For the most part we managed to get along. But she always hated me for not wanting her anymore. I'm just not built the way she is. Cold, selfish, vain. Then here comes her new boyfriend (Whom I met on many occasions, and Who I though was actually a nice guy. Level headed, white collar kind of guy) Then takes it one step further by turning her daughters, who i called my girls, and they called me their dad, against me. It should be noted that i gave my ALL to support and give to this family of 6 girls and the mom through the years spanning from 2004 to 2011. Everything from paying her rent , to giving her vehicles to funding her trips up north every winter to collect another wad of free money.

Spring 2016, The snow starts to melt away the hard ,cold winter ice and gives way to fresh air , blooming flowers and at least something to look forward to. A new life. Mom was moving to another province, and the decision to move Dad into my sisters was set.What was i going to do?  I had no money. No Nothing. But i had to do something if there was any chance at seeing my son who now i hadn't seen in 270 days. She didn't even allow him to call me on Christmas. O, by the way, to ensure i would not have contact. She changed her number. As chicken shit , cowardly people do to avoid life and the real people that are in it.

June 2016. With bills accumulated to an all time high something unexpected happens. After applying at 131 different jobs , and not getting 1 callback or interview, i turned to the internet for answers. Same old job postings but like always 100+ people applying for the same job. Through my endless web surfing i come across and email sending offer that sounds promising.  My personal life is spiraling out of control. I have no money but manage to scrounge up enough money to buy this email sending program, pay the fees to multiply and upgrade all 4 email sending accounts that i opened. I was addicted to this ! Me,Robin Lauscher, a computer nerd? No F!*$%#@ way!!! Yup!! Over night i became hopelessly addicted to working on a computer program seemingly making me hundreds, if not thousands of dollars. All i had to do was login, a send 1 email to my list, twice a day.

Finally i had some focus and something to build upon. A way to secure my future and the future of my children and have enough money to get legal council and reclaim my son back into my life!! So i managed to get enough money together to drive to my son's hometown and surprise him for his june 4,2016 8th birthday. i knew i'd get some grief and have to hold back my reserve and maybe let her vent. So i drove there, waited till i knew my son was at school and went and knocked on her door. Eventually, one of the girls answered, called their mom to the door. I briefly explained what was happening why i was there and was told to come back later and she wasn't prepared to see me. And was so caught off guard….. Who knows? She was master of making a big deal about everything.

After returning later that day and with her boyfriend present she allowed me in to her house and she unleashed all her righteous fury and dismay that i haven't seen our son in a long time. Trying to explain why to her didn't matter. It never matters. What matters the most is how SHE sees it. Rationality, sensibility and compassion are just 3 things she knows nothing of.   You see she's the type of person who will turn on you if you don't like her type of music or her type of show. Righteous people are narrow minded and have no concept of other people's vision or idea's or thoughts. And they certainly don't care about anyone or anything that they don't agree with. If there was a global competition to see who the most mean spirited, selfish, conceited and self-righteous person was….She would win hands down!

Nevertheless she “allowed” me to see my boy! I was elated! We went for supper, then to a movie and then i took him home. Though i didn't want to. But, it was a school day and I didn't have money for hotel. So I drove back to Red Deer. Least a got to spend 5 hours with my son after not seeing him for 270 days. Before I left however, she had a few more choice words for me, telling me how much i need to prove to HER before my parental rights would be reinstated. I thought to myself , ‘You Self Selfish Bitch! How dare you act this way when it was ME and my family who took care of you and yours when you had nothing!!' But for the greater good i took her rage filled venting and walked out. But …..Not before telling her, or sorry, asking her if it was ok with her that I'd be down in one months time to see him and spend a week with him!

She agreed! And I was happy because now i had a date and a plan and once again my boy and I would be happy once more!

July 15,2016. I woke up that day and thought this day was to be the best day I had in a very long time! Boy, was I wrong.

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